I answer here to your comment, Anonymous, and by the way I suggest you put another nick either, because it's anonymous it does not sound great, but good is your business.
Regarding the first thing you say: "I have this problem, is called transsexualism genuine or Harry Benjamin Syndrome, I can not understand why normal birth could not" tell you that transsexuals are freaks we are normal, as you mean by that word, have the same needs, the same hopes and the same hopes as the rest of mankind, and this is something you should take. The acquired genetic peculiarity is certainly difficult, especially when it comes adolescence and the physical brain and do not match, and friend to friend, do not know how old you are, but surely your parents did not even know this exists, so do not blame them much.
Otherwise I know that giving advice is easier to deal with the situation of each, but the only way you can be happy, it's just accepting you as you are, no better nor worse than any other situation, fundamental is that you want.
In another blog article, I mention it was called the Transgender American Indian tribes, "The Two-Spirit" is used in case you say you were well recognized that there are attached as the faculty for understanding the dual nature of both the female and male that exist in all human beings, but most do not want to recognize.
as suggestions and tell you that every transsexual is a world and there are several options you have. Some eventually become accustomed to your body and learn to live with it, although considered what your brain is. Others change their appearance slightly, primarily through hormone treatment. Others, who are increasingly frustrated with his physical detected in only at surgery, although this option is the strongest, as everything that has to do with the operating room.
you anyway I suggest that you go to a GLBT organization, who have a gender unit and psychologists who can help. In the blog you some direction, but set the GLBT Google and you will get a list of pro provinces and their phone numbers.
and, encouraged, think you're not alone, many more people like you, contact them, sure you will. If you want you can write to the email address and I'll help in any way possible.
Greetings.
